WARNING: FEATURES VIOLENT CONTENT DEPICTING A GAY BASHING
(I got lazy waiting for vimeo. Here it is on tumblr. :) Sorry again for the poor video quality!)So, when I found out Blaine was singing this, I pretty much jumped for joy. I thought it was finally addressing Sadie Hawkins, or his relationship with his dad, or, you know, any of the millions of opportunities for character development they’ve ignored for Blaine this season.
Of course, it wasn’t. Because they didn’t acknowledge any of that.
So, I did it for them. Darren sang this song really wonderfully, and there’s quite a lot that seems to be going through his head in this video. I tried to supplement it as much as I could (the bullying scenes are mainly from Queer as Folk and A Guide to Recognizing Your Saints), but ultimately this is supposed to be a “re-imagining” of the performance. So it’s mostly built around the performance (plus a section I added in that I felt was integral to understanding why he’s singing the song).
I kept in the cheesy beginning, because I don’t care, I love the cheesy beginning. Also, this is the first time I’ve ever edited anything. So, apologies if it sucks. Let me know what you think!
“Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over…”
Fic: Where Were You
Words: ~800
Summary: Blaine felt something hot bubble deep in his chest. The way Cooper looked at him, with his blue eyes wide and pleading, it was almost like he actually believed those three words could make up for the years of pain.
A/N: This is really short because I couldn’t handle it emotionally. I’m a big baby. I just love the Anderson brothers so much and I want them to be best friends forever, but someone prompted me to write something like this, so I did. Title taken from “You Found Me” by The Fray. Unbeta’d.
(Source: trentofsky)
Okay now look at this.
Tell me this doesn’t break your heart.
Because when I look at Blaine’s face, I don’t see a 17 year old boy on the verge of adulthood. I see a child who was forced to grow up too soon, too fast. I see a broken boy who was pushed away from his parents, albeit unknowingly, by older Cooper, more successful Cooper, straight Cooper.
Better Cooper.
I see someone who’s trying to force himself to believe that he doesn’t need his brother’s love, when it once meant everything to him because it was what his own parents wouldn’t give him. I see a broken Blaine, one whose armor that was once so solid, now chipping and falling apart. This is the real Blaine, the one that he built walls around. The one that needs to reassure himself, although a bit petulantly, that he’s stronger now than before—that he can survive without his brother’s love. He’s saying it not only to Cooper but to himself, needing the constant reminder prove that Cooper isn’t the only person he loves now. He isn’t reliant, not anymore. He has Kurt now, and Kurt is his rock. Because even if they break up there is no doubt that they’ll still love each other. But Cooper, Cooper was the one to leave when Blaine needed him. This is Blaine going back to that time and reliving it, lashing out, letting go.
This is Blaine in his purest, rawest form.
Fic Update: Like A Ticking Time Bomb 16/20
Title: Like A Ticking Time BombRating: M *RATING HAS BEEN CHANGED!*Pairing: Eventual KlaineWarnings: Language, mental disorders, angst, violence, possible trigger warningsSummary: AUish fic. Set in third season but most of second season as we know it hasn’t happened. Kurt becomes a peer tutor in McKinleys special ed room. Here he meets Blaine who is emotionally disturbed. Warnings: language and possible violence
Fic Update: You Will Always Be Perfect 9/12
Title: You Will Always Be PerfectRating: PG-13Pairing: KlaineWarnings: Poorly researched medical stuff, tragedy, angst, hurt/comfort, suspenseSummary: “Kurt and I have a song that we like to sing to each other in the car”. Based on Perfect from 3.07. Not a fluff story. Angst, hurt/comfort, tragedy. Spoilers for 3.07.
Drabble: That Makes Two of Us
Kurt woke up with a smile on his face. One year. One year ago Blaine had kissed him in the study room at Dalton. One year ago today was when the boy that he loved had kissed him. He couldn’t believe it. Kurt sprung out of bed. Anniversaries were always a big deal in his life and he was determined to celebrate this anniversary with all the grand gestures he could think of.
Kurt quickly showered and did his morning routine, he dabbed on a bit of Blaine’s favorite cologne as he pulled on the shirt that he knew made Blaine’s heart beat fast in his chest. Kurt grabbed his keys off his bedside table and hurried out the door, he had some errands to run before heading to celebrate with Blaine.
Kurt stopped and picked up a lovely bouquet of red roses, he stopped at the local bakery and picked up a small red velvet cake, knowing Blaine loved red velvet, and finally he stopped at the Lima Bean and picked up their usual coffee orders.
Kurt looked at his watch, 8:15, perfect timing. Blaine would be just finishing getting ready for school. Kurt pulled into Blaine’s driveway a few minutes later. He gathered his surprises into his arms and walked up the long walkway to the Anderson home. He pushed open the unlocked door and headed up the stairs to Blaine’s room. He heard the faint sound of music seeping through the closed door.
Kurt smiled wide as he knocked before bursting into the room…”Happy One Year Anniversary Blaine!”
The roses fell to the ground as he saw Blaine sitting on the edge of the bed, a small piece of paper in his hands, with tears streaming down his cheeks.
Kurt quickly set the cake and the coffees on the dresser and rushed over to Blaine. “Blaine, baby, what’s wrong what happened?”
Blaine looked up with tear filled eyes, “Kurt, you’re early. I don’t have your present ready.”
“Blaine, its 8:30, I am not early. And I don’t care about a stupid present. Is that why you are crying?”
“No” Blaine sniffed. “It’s…it’s just I wrote this letter I wrote about a year ago.” Blaine said as he motioned to the tear stained page.
Kurt looked at Blaine confusedly, he gently took the paper out of Blaine’s hand. Kurt scanned the page before tears started to well in his own eyes.
“Is…is this a suicide note?”
Blaine nodded as he let out a loud sob.
Kurt threw the paper to the ground and gathered Blaine in a tight squeeze. “Blaine, baby why do you want to kill yourself? Why didn’t you tell me. Blaine I am sorry . Please don’t,Blaine, please don’t I can’t live without you.” Kurt pleaded as he cried with Blaine.
Blaine pulled back quickly, “No…Kurt, don’t cry. Didn’t you hear what I said. I wrote this letter a year ago. It’s old and I found it while I was getting your present ready.”
“Wait, you….you wrote this a year ago.” Kurt asked as he wiped his tears.
“It was a rough year, and I wrote it right before I met you. And after I saw you on those stairs, Kurt, you brought me hope. But for some reason I kept the letter, I should have thrown it away the day we kissed. Because I knew at that moment I was going to be ok. That you had saved me Kurt. I don’t know why I didn’t throw it away. But finding it today only reassured me of one thing.”
“What is that baby.” Kurt asked staring into Blaine’s hazel eyes.
“That without you I wouldn’t be here. And that I love you. Kurt you are my savior, my hero, my love. I can’t live without you.”
A few tears leaked out of Kurt’s eyes before he grabbed Blaine and pulled him in for a deep kiss.
“That makes two of us.”
No Envy, No Fear - Klaine D/s AU - Chapter 1
Summary:
Everybody already knows what they are before their marking day. You’re a Dom, or you’re a Sub, and it’s pretty easy to figure out which one you are once puberty hits and the hormones kick in.But when Kurt Hummel is marked a Dom on his sixteenth birthday, nobody believes it. The jocks (all Doms themselves), irritated that they have no power over him, decide to make his life a living hell. But, Kurt figures, that’s just high school. It doesn’t change anything.
The only problem is, one of the jocks is a boy he doesn’t know. A boy he never sees, shy and hidden behind the others in a sea of letterman jackets.
Blaine Anderson is a Sub, but nobody knows it.
And he was just fine keeping it that way, until he saw Kurt Hummel.
Notes/Warnings: [NC-17]
Warnings for bullying, adapted (non traditional) Dom/Sub themes, power play, hurt/comfort, bondage, and a lot of porn. Powerbottom!Dom!Kurt and Topping!Sub!Blaine. If you don’t like it, don’t read it.
Fill 22.1, Part 1
Prompt: During BIOTA Blaine actually realizes he is bisexual, but is worried about losing Kurt’s friendship as a result- so he hides it.
Author: rachelnoelberry
